My Experiences with Shirdi Baba

This is just to share my experiences with Shirdi Sai Baba. His ways are unique, His love is unmatched.

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Monday, June 12, 2006

My visit to Golagamudi in January 2006

I have been in turmoil for 5 long years and to be frank baba ditched me. I lost all hopes in life. If people cheat, we complain to god. If god himself cheats, we have no one. That is the end. Unfortunately it happened to me. Baba to whom I look up to for every thing, who proved to me time and again that HE is with me had given a very big blow to my life. I am just a living dead now. Ofcourse people blame me only saying that 'I might have misinterpreted or I might have pressured HIM'. But truth -- god only knows. If TRUTH is god, god also has to accept and oblige it.

Coming to my experiences in January, I have been praying to all gods and express my agony pressing for answers. Ofcourse I didn't get any answer. Except a silence. There was a trip to Tirupati, Kanipakam and Aragonda with the families of our Aunts. Actually last year, Lord Venkateswara Swamy (Balaji) has asked me if I would give my hair to HIM if HE fulfills my wish. (I felt so that HE asked me). I accepted but HE didn't granted it. That was a big shock to me wherein god in every form has cheated me. Don't know how many sins I had committed to receive such a big blow but that is true. So I got very angry on HIM and I thought that I will never visit TPT and if I ever visit, I will give my hair to HIM saying that 'See you didn't keep your promise, but I stick to my word and still giving you hair though you didn't fulfill my wish'. When my parents are planning this trip with the families of my aunts (all of us for doing Kalyanam to Lord Balaji), I was not interested to go. Then I asked baba Himself to say whether to go or not and HE immediately asked me to go. (HE is not giving answers as earlier and for this question, HE gave). Then I thought of whether to give hair or not (there is some reason for my doldrums). I questioned HIM a lot but didn't get a reply. What I decided is until and unless I get a stern 'No', I will give the hair. The day before we left for the trip, I got the reply saying that 'Now you keep it with yourself. You can give later'.

I had been longing a lot to get a blessing from Lord Venkaiah Swamy of Golagamudi. As soon as we alighted in Nellore, we went to my uncle's house and got ready quickly and started for Golagamudi. I just hid my tears from everyone but heart in heart I am weeping and praying a lot to give me blessing feeling what is the mistake in my confidence etc., I didn't go with my parents for the thread (it is customary to receive a thread there to be tied to our wrist) but was praying so deeply. We had to leave in 5 minutes or so but still I didn't get any blessings. I was so dejected and disappointed. I then completed a small book on HIM and was about to leave then my mother called me up saying 'Come on, Come on Guravaiah Swamy is there. Take his blessing'. To be frank, I do not believe Guravaiah Swamy. But I went there. When I bowed to him, he kept his hand on my head as Ashirwad and then they have given me some kumkum. I also bowed to the padukas of Venkaiah Swamy and left with much satisfaction. I begged for Aashirwad and He had given me.

40 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

nice but u didn't specify whether ur wish hasbeen fulfilled at lord venkayya swami. make it clear so as to show his greatness.
nagesh
reply to : nageshkanuru@gmail.com

3:34 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Well. Leaving with satifaction is itself a blessing. Keep trust in Sadguru. I also visited golagamudi three times and bowed my head before Bhagwan Sri Venkayya Swamy Temple and also in Ashramamu of Sri Guravayya Swamy. My self and my family members securing blessings of Samardh Sadguru Datta Avadhuta Sri Guravayya Swamy always.
I request you to kindly visit golagamudi frequently.
kindly inform your comments.
Rama subba Rao
send comments to srsgv_sls2005@yahoo.com

3:39 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Dear Devotee,
Its said when god answers us it is prasada. when he dont naswer it is maha prasada. then why are u felling sad he is not answering u. U are getting maha prasada kada. well don worry hapiness and sadness come and go.If sadness is styingmore u uwill go more closer to god! people with poverty ,unhapiness and disease are always closer to god becasue they pray to lord. The swrga is no where it is in the prayers. don get disheaarted. HE loves us more than we love ourself. so try to undergo all the pain that comes ur way. And this stuggle of ur hert will bring u closer and closer and one fine day u realise u reached lord.!

7:43 AM  
Blogger Vibha said...

Dear Devotee,
I am Vibha, and from Bangalore. I just wanted to let you know that The Sadguru Guruviah Swamy is dwelling in my residence now. We have been blessed my HIs grace in my residence. Just when i was looking for any note on Him on the net, i came across your blog. Please mail me your telephone no. or email address, I will personally pass it to the temple volunteers so that they can contact you when they come to Hyderabad, and you can have the Guru's darshan and Aashirvad. Your article is very well appreciated.
vibha.naidu@gmail.com

1:47 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

True Devotee,

I recently went to India for family emergency (My Father's Funaral). Lord was guiding me each and every step in my entire life till today, In addition to that lord was so kind and showed me that he exists by making me to call my father just few hours before he leaves this world. And he helped me all the way until my so beloved dad's all final karyamulu was done.

All of sudden I felt all alone in this wide world Because I am first daughter to my parents and with kids living in USA as a home maker, my only younger sister is a divorced ditched by her husband within 6 months of her marriage life no kids and living with my mom ( she is a patient) for past 8 years.

I hopeless but having faith Shridi Sai Baba, Praying to give strength then ever mercyful lord made us my mom,my sister,myself and my kids to stay in Kasmur Dharga for one night and made us to visit the Golagamudi. That is whole new experience to us. He is with us now in all our steps. We got blessings from Sadguru Guruviah Swamy.

Love is God

9:59 AM  
Blogger Online said...

I hopeless but having faith Shridi Sai Baba, Praying to give strength then ever mercyful lord and made us to visit the Golagamudi. That is whole new experience to us. He is with us now in all our steps. We got blessings from Sadguru Guruviah Swamy. This is good and famous temple,in nellore.

Madhu k

9:29 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I can understand the pain which you have gone through all this time. But i am not ready to accept that shirdi sai baba (god) ditched you. I strongly believe in the fact that whatever he does is for our good, but we human beings realise this lately. My friend, I advice you not to loose faith in him and to be patient and optimistic. I am sure he is definitely their for people who consider him to be everything. I apologise if I intend to hurt you in anyway.

2:07 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i am in india i visit every year shiridi and golagamudi. shiridi sai baba is great god for me. but now i am in usa .

8:33 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Dear Devotee,

the Golagamudi Venkaiah Swamy is very graet saint. I regularly chanting the great mantra of "Om Narayana Adi narayana" the mantha is enough for everybody to succed in their life. Very happy to see your feelings.

ramachandra
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1:08 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

i am now in USA and lord guravaiiya swamy and venkaiiya swamy are always with Me and i know many experiances in our family .my brother in law met with accident and he lost sence in his right hand and doctors also told it is not possible to get his hand back but he stayed in golagamudi for 41 days and for our surprise he got sence in his hand in 2 weekd time by the time he completed 41 days he is well recovered and my wife got sciatica pain after pregnancy but in such a heavy pain we prayed guravaiiya swamy and venkaiiya swamy for our shock her right leg was thrown a bit high in air and from that day her condition was gradually improved and within 1 week she recoverd very much and now she is almost fine.

7:24 PM  
Blogger Unknown said...

i am now in USA and lord guravaiiya swamy and venkaiiya swamy are always with Me and i know many experiances in our family .my brother in law met with accident and he lost sence in his right hand and doctors also told it is not possible to get his hand back but he stayed in golagamudi for 41 days and for our surprise he got sence in his hand in 2 weekd time by the time he completed 41 days he is well recovered and my wife got sciatica pain after pregnancy but in such a heavy pain we prayed guravaiiya swamy and venkaiiya swamy for our shock her right leg was thrown a bit high in air and from that day her condition was gradually improved and within 1 week she recoverd very much and now she is almost fine.

7:28 PM  
Blogger Unknown said...

if any one has any probelms i strongly beleive that you must and should visit gologamudi and stay there atleast 3 days and take blessigns from guraviyya swamy and venkaiiya swamy.i am always available for you help always mlnreddy911@gmail.com

7:37 PM  
Blogger Online said...

HI all
I am in usa , i have visit venkaya swamy temple golagamudi. i am comfortable in life.

8:03 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Really a great post.Thanks a lot for sharing your experiances.

--Babu

5:19 AM  
Blogger Neehar said...

Sadguru is beyond comparison in guiding us. He does not really care whether we respect him or not, but he always is there to help. "Barring your form, there is a sense of being and existance. That is ME." As Ramana Maharshi says, keep meditating on the "source of thoughts". Where is it coming from? Have complete faith in life itself and many a times, more you 'say'- "I trust", you will be tested for genuity. All the troubles are there just to shake us and test us to see how much we have faith in faith itself. Stick to your faith and principles. Believe in life and whatever is happening is for good. Very soon things will pass off. You will realise that you have grown strong. Being closer to God while in trouble does not mean that you should like troubles. God wants us to be happy. And happiness is achieved not through material things but through inner peace. By the way, I believe in Guraviah Swamy. Cannot explain why, but I like to have faith in him. Very sure that he does not need any respect when you go to him. Would not care if someone has bowed to him or not. But, for sure he always transfers powers into us to fight and lead lives in a more 'purposeful' manner. He himself undergoes so many troubles. Have not Sai Baba himself burnt his hand and suffered many a times for his Bhaktas? Did not he live on sack cloth and in poverty? Simple observance of these things only should remind us that- let Atman glow. Let the inner light shine bright. All the troubles are a process of cleaning. Richest of the richest like Steve Jobs and Bill Gates also try to find inner peace. They have their own portion of troubles that is a karmic law, which they would view as challeges. Everyone has to face it at some point of time in life. If you seek help of God while your chariot of life is being driven by ego and you are lost jungle, God would certainly take care of the chariot like Lord Krishna and the path might not be smooth while he is taking you to the actual path from which you have deviated from. Lord is saying, "be patient". Hear to that. Things have to be better and good. This is for sure. It all depends upon how we leave it to him and not meddle with his work with our ego. Just have faith in the Supreme power that you recieve from great Sadgurus.

God Bless Mankind in this kaliyugam, by destroying the ignorance of people who have faith in him.

2:32 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i also visited many times to golagamudi.it was located near nellore. i have been visiting past 13 years. iam visiting every august 24th because there is celebrating venkayaswami aradhana(that is swami leaving day to samadhi).it is amazing. u visited only guravaiah swami.he was sevakudu to venkaiahswami. there is living another person. his name is subbaramaiah sir.he also helping to swami, when smami was living.

7:21 AM  
Blogger Online said...

venkaya swami is famous god in nellore.

7:28 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

if u have ANY PROBLEM ,i must suggest that visit once Venkayya Swami in Golagamudi.. then every thing goes allright for u ..
only god can save ur life..That's True.True.................

6:25 AM  
Blogger Online said...

great god venkayya swamy.

11:50 AM  
Blogger Online said...

great god venkayya swamy.

11:50 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Amazing and most powerful god forever

6:50 AM  
Blogger Arithoti Nayudu said...

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10:05 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

lord venkaiah swamy is a great god..my family is always have blessings of swamy..i am very satisfied by praying lord venkaiah swamy..as i am software engineer ,soon i am going to start a new website of swamiji with all modifications which includes each and every information about swamy and paramartha of life .i feel its my responsibilty to develope a website as a devotee and to spread his greatness and blessings of swamy to the world..just pray for swamy and say "om narayana adi narayana"and wear thread given by swamyyy.that is enough to spend very happy ,healthy and satisfied life on the earth.i am very excited about the website and i hope soon i make it..thanks for this blog people

10:16 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ur r doing good..thats great

8:05 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

thts great.. evn i hav visited golgamudi many times.. plz evryone chant thz mantra.... OM NARAYANA ADI NARAYANA..

3:37 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

Dear Bhagavad Bandhus,

I was instructed by Sri. Bhagavan Venkayya Swamy to produce an audio cassette on him. I actully ended up producing two, one is songs on his almighty and the other one is his Sacharitra.

May God Bless us all.

Krishna MC Vempati

7:53 PM  
Blogger venkateswarlu kaveti said...

I am Venkateswarlu a great follower of lord Venkateswara and venkaiah swamy.
After completing by education I had a very bad time in search of job and I was purely dependent on my parents where my Dad was a Retired employee from Bangalore.
One fine day I visited Golagamudi Venkaiah swamy temple and prayed god to show me a way to stand on my own legs and take care of my parents.
You don’t believe Venkaiah Swamy image was pierced into my mind which made me to visit Golagamudi every Saturday for palliki seva since 2007.Within 2 months god showered his blessings on me and I got a job in SBH and that’s where my career started.
Unfortunately I didn’t join SBH, instant I joined IT company and I am still in…with good position.
Even now when I visit my home town – Nellore I visit Golagamudi with my family

One important thing which I want to share is my parents saw Venkaiah Swamy in their child age. Once my Mother was ill at the age of 13 years, my grandparents took my mother to venkaiah Swamy to save her which Doctors could not save.
Immediately Venkaiah Swamy took his towel from his shoulders and forcibly bowled air and said nothing happened …and he gave some kumkum and said from tomorrow morning she will be alright and playing….it was miracle as said by Venkaiah Swamy my mother was totally perfect without any medicines.
Like wise there are more….Venkaiah Swamy has showered his blessings to all of them who really believe in him.

10:32 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Well..Dont give up your efforts and Dont loose faith and trust upon GOD.He is the mentor for all of us.

9:58 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

K.Girish kumar said god is great its true at lord venkayya swami.plz visit all of u in golgamudi.

11:52 PM  
Blogger Ramakrishna said...

Dear Friends,

I am very happy to share my experince with Bhagavan Sri Venkiah Swamy. I visited Golagamudi when i am deep problems without job. I did parayanam of Avadhootha leela and had darshan of Srivenkiah Swamy. I got Job within a month and thereafter i haver been visiting golagamudi very frequently. All my problems were solved and i strongly feel that Bhagan is with me always.


I will share a recent experience which is a miracle. One person in London is suferring from TB and his condition was veru serious and admited into hospital and on ventilator for almost 50 days. Doctors confirmed that he will be no more. One of his family firends who is a also a doctor came to golagamudi and prayed for him. To my surprice he is out of death bed now and ventilator had been removed and happily breathing on his own which is a miracle in the medical history. I am very happy that i advised him to send swamy vibhoothi and Holy thread to London and he just survived with the holy blessings of Sri Swamy.

So friends keep visiting to Golagamudi and follow the swamy sayings so that every body will have the divine grace of swamy.

Please do parayan of swamy charithra regularly. If anu body needs swamy's charithra please e-mail me so that i can send you. My e-mail id is ramakrishna_kkota@yahoo.com or ramakrishna.kocharlakota@gmail.com

9:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Dear devotee,
Read the book Avadhuta- Leela. It will benefit immensely
God bless u. And have faith
Shailaja

12:28 AM  
Blogger Thanuja said...

Hello Frnds,

We have an invitation from guravaiah swami ashramam .Please see this invitation from this blog.
http://guravaiahswami.blogspot.com/

I was not able attach here.

1:25 PM  
Blogger suri said...

OneDay Megastar Chiranjeevi's father visited venkayya swamy at Golagamudi village.That time he was working as a Sub-Inspector for rural Nellore region.That time Konedala Sivasankara VaraPrasad(CHIRU) just completed his studies.With out any job he is just timepassing along with his friends in Nellore.Chirus Father asked Venkayya swamy " Swamy! My son completed his studies but he is not yet get any job.I am bothering about my son's future.Kindly tell me the future of my Son.Then Immediayely Swamy said " Ayya! Ayanakemi Ayya! Ayana Godekki Dance Vestundla!".But he could not understand what swamy was said about his son .Later on CHIRU Became a Megastar in Telugu Cinema Industry.Then Every where Chirus Movie Posters having Dancing stills on the street walls.Finally Chirus father came to know the meaning of what swamy said about his son that day" Ayya! Ayanakemi Ayya! Aayana Godekki Dance Vestundla!".He spent some money while constructing Venkayya swamy tempel at Golagamudi.Even today CHIRU used to visit venkayya swamy every year.

2:36 AM  
Blogger ramakrishna said...

sainath maharaj ki jai bhagavan sri venkaya swamy maharaj ki jai iknow swamy since 2004 iam lucky to say venkaya swamy temple in front of my home in vijayawada swamy leela in my lfe is in 2011 march 5th we go sathsangam in evening in vja iam with friend going in bike near vijaya takies opp gorola doodi we ook an accident my friend was died in bus accident iam also under in bus isaw in the bus tires 1side baba 2 side venkayaswamy my gods given the life to me i didnot remove in my life my gods venkayaswamy &saibaba omnarayana adhinarayana

11:01 AM  
Blogger KARTHIK said...

hello friends i am Karthik i am the family member of Bhagavan Sri Venkaiah Swamy,that means Bhagavan Sri Venkayya Swamy is my grand father.
in my family Totally three brothers are there in these big brother is Sri Venkaiah Swamy and last brother is my grand father
Bhagwan Sri Venkaiah Swamy is powerful god and we have also see in number of examples of bhagavan venkaiah swamy leelas.....
So friends all of you visit sri Bhagavan venkaiah swamy temple in Golagamudi,Venkatachalam Mandal,Nellore (dst)
if any one contact me and send me your queries to my Gmail id:INF.SKARTHIK@GMAIL.COM
:KARTHIKNAIDUSOMPALLI@GMAIL.COM

10:42 PM  
Blogger Prahlada said...

Venkayya Swamy's real form:


Sri Venkayya Swamy is none other than Sriman Narayana !
In the Srusti Chitee Swamy clearly mentioned about his avatar secret as below.


Srusti Chitee:

---------------


Satyamu Nityamu

Dharmamu Mokshamu

Satyame Parabramha Swarupamu

Parabramha Swarupame Narayanamurthi

Aa Narayana Murthiye Avanilo Avadoota veshamuna unna venkayya swamy

Ee rahasyamu padochupuvariki ati sulabhamu"


From the above chitee Swamy clearly said about his Avatar secret and his real form !


OM NARAYANA..ADI NARAYANA

9:24 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

OM Sairam,

I am devotee of Saibaba. I am married i have two kids when i was carring second baby my husband left me. I have suffered with my mother-in-law as well as 3 sister-in-laws in my married life. after my husband left i came to my MOM house. By lisining there words my husband giving me more and more pain to me..I have prayer to saibaba and cryied.. After second baby born i left 1 month baby with my mom and search job i got place in good company and staying in PG.One of my best friend told about Golagamudi Venkaya swamy and she has given "Avadhutha Leela Book" i have started thrusday and monday i have taken leave and visited Golagamudi venkayaswami, in front of Dhuni i was cried thinking about my problem & Life. I got a call from my husband wednesday 4:21PM( last day parayana of Avadhutha leela Book) and he said you r good i only did mistake and he cut the call.(he called to me after 1 year 4 month). This is the power of venkaya swamy.. Then i felt happy venkaya swamy will change my husband) he will come to me soon.. this is the miracle of venkaya swamy..

4:12 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

om namo narayana adi narayana,
Bhagavan venkaya swami is a great god.i belived venkayaswami.I like venkayaswami lot

6:38 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

om namo narayana adi narayana,
Bhagavan venkaya swami is a great god.i belived venkayaswami.I like venkayaswami lot

6:38 AM  
Anonymous Sai said...

I hope you might also have seen or wish to see soft copies of several Sri Venkayya Swami books written by Sri Subbaramaiah sir (author of Avadhuta leela) at www.saimastersevatrust.org.

1:04 PM  

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